my first eternity a walk into silence near the river of tears where a young man on a bicycle fades into the homeless space of my skin how can I forget those tremulous hours where we bathed in each other’s arms water on water—condensed
recluse what is it that hides in the early morning hours? a peace that strikes my naked body a silence— a memory yesterday I walked through cool corridors and saw men play some had legs as long as a red willows some walked on wheels all had happy hands mockingbirds returning from the sea together a smile, a voice that almost made me cry
lonely winter a single star shining through the mist stranded in this bitter air a silent moon *what did I know, what did I know… of cold, warm hands the sun that stayed by my side that bitter night citation Robert Hayden, Those Winter Sundays
without a roof I’ve never given great thought to the “I” of my soul whether it’s a blade of grass or a gathering of acorns in the park twenty autumns ago before a suicide attempt— I see my body as it is now, torn and aching like the hem of my jeans regret is not slanted, it is my own construction the home I built the house I chose
you died in my arms right after pressing a kiss on my chest, it tastes like murder... * the things that we love tell us what we are citation: Thomas Aquinas
he said yes while I said no and ran into the tall cedars in hope of forgiveness for those of us who sleep in dusty chambers there is no anticipation only roofless sky the structure of an open mind
evolution Jews in concentration camps *their frozen pupils, their prisoner's boot? Gaza a worm roiling the soil and making it fertile? citation: In the Lake Region BY TOMAS VENCLOVA
a night in Venus death is close acquire the frilled wings of a winter moth and meet me in Venus let’s build a city with our hands on the narrow bed of our bodies and turn off the lights at dawn we can close our eyes and count until the sun rises before breaking it to pieces